ive promised myself not to be hurting you. promised to mend my ways.
yes im a very loud person, chatty, irritating and all.
its been a habit for me, and im trying to change. maybe to me it is. but its a straight NO from my surroundings.
getting harsh words from someone whom i loved is just shitty.
i lost the trust that i was given over one idiot person. i regret it, its too late. i cant turn back the time.
i wish you to rake about the past. eventually its hurting you devastatedly. for all of those words you've said. for all of those times that me or you could ever get hurt. i still love you with my whole heart, and its not a lie nor a joke. may those words be hurting me deep inside. never once i would ever think that i wana leave you.
huh, im just so speechless.
am i being reasonable? ill-treating u? ummz.
nah. im out of words ah. fuck it ah. im so blank.
nothing to say anymore.
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