my emotions,feelings and attitude wise.. im kinda pissed off with someone.. in the other hand, i felt that im not being myself.. what was me months ago.. when i was attached.. i could accept everything.. now i cant.. why? no answers.. better still, more is yet to come.. like my thoughs.. feelings.. or maybe its just my mood swings..? i hate it if i neglected the person whom i loved.. there's is some part of me that im not happy about him.. like i know what.. but i perfer to keep it to myself..
the past.. which some of it i cant accept it.. am i being brainwashed? guess not.. nobody did it.. well, except for my dearest family.. other that that, i would never listen to anyone.. why now this shit feelings are happening? im hurting him.. i know.. but i cant stand his nonsense.. why cant i? out of the sudden? i use to love everything about him.. now its like i dont even wish to share anything with him.. i have alot of stories to share.. love to give... but im not exposing any to him... ya, getting pisseed of and arguments are bound to occur in any relationships.. i cant detect my main problem now.. haiz.. just feel like being alone...
nytez!
Its Her
Nurfazilah
28 november 1989
Chemical Process Technology
In Love with Music & my Alto Saxophone
dont ever judge me nor manipulate me =)
