Monday, October 26, 2009
1:26:00 AM
yes my dearly friends, at last im updating~! haha.. and i will be constantly updating aitez?
its my promise.. about the pictures and all.. by end of the week.. 'cuz my camera is not with me.. hehe..
today at work.. haha.. i was the setter..
setter : arrange cutleries for the customers..
easy job ? yup it is.. but when it comes to having swensens FULL HOUSE.. i'll be stress out !!
like what happened earlier on.. i was stress out.. too many customers.. and i was like in a rush arranging the utensils.. darn it.. hhaa.. now im at home resting .. but the main motto is to have fun while working.. and yup, been always having fun during work~!..
i found out that im missing someone .. it sounds crazy to me.. im just wondering why am i missing him? i dont think so we had any chemistry.. or.. do we? ummz...
its still a mystery in my mind.. why am i having weird feelings and definite weird thoughts.. should i share out with my friends? i dont think so its a good idea.. haha~! its just between me , myself and i.. hhaa.. maybe between him too.. haha.. am i being confused? i do sound confused.. well, i obviously need help.. advises anyone?
why am i missing a close friend..? when we are just friends? to my cpt mates.. its not who you think it would be aitez.. dont be mistaken .. i need my kakak to advise me~~!! she would know better.. =)).. yet still.. im still missing him.. sounds soo weird... i still cant accept the fact.. ummz...
ive been very caution with who im mixing around with.. it could be my true friend and it could be my foe..
being single and away from my ex;saiful.. been the greatest months ever.. i swear im not lying.. hhaaha~!! but if falling in love again.. and i ended up getting hurt .. well, those are the time that sucks.. i hate it.. as in alot! so far, im moving on.. trying not to get any love thingy on sight.. nor near me.. but it seems that whenever im trying to run away from reality about guys waiting for me or wanting to get to know me, it turns out there'll be more waiting in the queue.. im not bragging about myself or watsoever you guys are thinking.. im really trying my best not to put up a good behaviour in order not to get guys wanting to stick with me like a glue..
im not into guys ** im not a lesbian** just not ready for love and relationship.. just wana have fun and appreaciate my life.. but, if i were to appreaciate my life.. i have to fact reality about guys too.. which is what i dont wana face it.. huhz.. im just making myself confused.. plus this weird feelings and thoughts.. darn it..
whatever it is, my birthday is around the corner.. next month.. what should i do on that special day of mine??!! hehe.. still thinking.. will be planning soon with my close friends.. or maybe on a date.. haha! lets see who would surprise me..hhaha~~!! im soo loving it~!
i should get my rest now.. goodnight.. till then..i'll update againn...
* loves mystiqila *
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